It's weird, the implicit bias is sometimes an advantage--or at least it sheilds us from knee jerk discrimination. Being white and clean cut in America has always afforded me a status that I did not enjoy until I was able to move away from where I grew up. There everyone knew my circumstances and kids who were from "better families" excluded me because I was just other. And school...I had to leave before high school, it was unbearable. Surviving the years up til that point nearly crushed my soul.
This caused a lot of anxiety in me and it still does. I suppressed the anxiety through abject narcism.
Once I was able to leave school and eventually move away I was assumed to be of the same class as my other white peers. Privileged, university educated etc. There was constant paranoia of being asked about my background and having to see the look on peoples faces when they asked where I got my degree from.
Again, I mostly floated through life benefitting from the implicit bias of my peers and others. Luckily I was smart and gravitated to tech at a very young age.
To this day I'm still wracked with anxiety at the possibility of discussing my financial situation, upbringing, or education.
Seeing this described as a denial of basic human rights in the article shocked me. I had never even thought about the anxiety objectively, until recently.
This caused a lot of anxiety in me and it still does. I suppressed the anxiety through abject narcism.
Once I was able to leave school and eventually move away I was assumed to be of the same class as my other white peers. Privileged, university educated etc. There was constant paranoia of being asked about my background and having to see the look on peoples faces when they asked where I got my degree from.
Again, I mostly floated through life benefitting from the implicit bias of my peers and others. Luckily I was smart and gravitated to tech at a very young age.
To this day I'm still wracked with anxiety at the possibility of discussing my financial situation, upbringing, or education.
Seeing this described as a denial of basic human rights in the article shocked me. I had never even thought about the anxiety objectively, until recently.